A Life Journey

            Hi again. It’s the third time for me to write on this month. I don’t expect too much to my self, because i know that i’m bored easily toward something. But apparently, i like writing for this blog so bad. ---              Now i’m gonna be writing about what’s in my mind after watching Gitasav newest video, “Tidak Semua Laki-Laki—Not All men”. I didn’t think that i was into feminism, because a lot of things still confusing me. I tried to trust the main focus of feminism, but some people kinda make it complicated. Especially if it’s related to religion. But Gita simplifies it well. It’s about our voice, who want a justice for those who are being harassed, physically or mentally—because of gender stereotype. Gender equality doesn’t mean that we want 180˚  changes—man should be at home and take care of children while woman take all of the responsibil...

Recently, i really like watching The Return of Superman, a reality-variety show from South Korea that shows us a daily life of children with their father. So, that’s how the show is called like that. I  just realized that i like watching children. They are cute and innocent. But the most interesting part is about how the parents take care of the children. They need to be patient but being a good teacher at the same time. Since i can’t deal with adult behavior, i learn the children instead. Haha. It doesn’t mean i intend to get married soon after graduate. I just found it funny and release the endorphins From that show, i also realize that we can learn anything since we were a child. Golden age isn’t just a term. It plays the big part of how we grow up. And i think i missed something in my childhood. I didn’t go to many places when i was a child, so it was pretty difficult for me to socialize. I was also a coward if it came to a new thing, although you-know, sometime...

I’m back. It's almost the end of the year. Actually i didn’t have any intention to write for this blog anymore. But right now my head is full of random stuff that unfortunately not the positive thought. I feel that i need something to let it out. So, here it is. ~ In my opinion, human is a creature that basically needs attention. Even introvert. They still need someone in their life. Me as well. My dream is to live abroad, get a peaceful place, get a job   surrounded by children, but i’m wealthy and able to take part on charities. What a dream. I know here i’m not being realistic. I think it happens because i read too many fiction stories, haha. No doubt. Recently i’m being too sensitive. I worried about everything, even trivial things. I found my self wasn’t capable enough to start learning something, start a conversation with new people, or having fun like others did. Even until now i still can’t figure it out. I’m scared. There will be no future that is guaranteed...